1-19-24 Check-in, Karma, content creation - not in that order!

Fighting this tremendous sense of both cabin fever and a hard-core cold (my first in a year). Also fighting the urge to drink (I will get my nightly ONE beer and cocktail with bitters but later). The neighbors upstairs seemed to be chilling out which is nice. (No BUMP BUMP STOMP STOMP! Whew what a relief).

So I did rent studio time but likely not going to bike over to Abrons Art Center to play. The piano is dreadfully out of tune. And thanks to my friend Audrey (“Teatime for the Sensitive Musician”) I deduced, formulated, created 4 major creative chores that I want to accomplish tonight! Interesting that one of the major “obstructions/blocks” to creative flow that we floored today and did lots of Emotional Freedom Technique i.e., “tapping” on today was procrastination and I bare witness herein that I’m guilty. We also clarified what's known as "9 gamut" and eye movements with humming. Procrastination, distractions, gosh...yes I’ll blame it on the cabin fever. So restless...maybe an edible will help. NOW.

Clients slow; just some dingbat student called up today. She sounded like a rich, spoiled brat and displayed not one iota of gratitude when I said I’d do her for an hour for a C-note. She continued to ask inane questions and finally hung up when I said that any interaction sensually speaking had to be “safe” (i.e., condoms). I blocked “it.” More and more I have been running into these younger queens who not only desire full out penetration but also insist on being bred (Skin to Skin) which basically means they want fluids (from the master masseur) deposited directly into their “bank vaults” interest free I might add. Interesting. Does it make them feel more authentically validated?! I wonder? Probably not. Ego boost though. Maybe it’s the two-spirit urge i.e. “ape the female egg fertilization” act. Who knows?

Anyway popularity growing on my YT channel (some 12G plus views lately – wow) and I have no doubt it’s because I’m doing my talking heads thing without wearing a shirt. LOL. The highest viewed video was called “doing exercise while smiling.” Me thinks I’m totally over thinking this whole Social Media thing. Today I discussed Content creation, self-pleasuring and karma.

See the latest link below (this vlog log entry also contains a demo on cross-fiber friction on myself and yes my knee does feel much better thank you Steve—you’re welcome Healing ‘ho. : ). LOL.

These are all currently private. Please email if you wish to view! Thanks! nycmasseur dot com/blog

Thanks for reading my blog and call hot Daddy tonight as he/she/it/they definitely IS available. Friday 6:54 PM 1-19-24...)